I love you Nur Asiah Izaliza Zainullah.
About Me
- Mohd Faisal
- Say what is true, although it may be bitter and displeasing to people.
Love
4 hectic years I've been through to get to know you. Stalk everything about you. And yeah this year you came into my life. It's just for a short period but it means a lot. I still remember when we first met. It's rainy and you love it. Do you know what? I was really wobble that time. I'm really scared to meet you. Can you imagine been 4 years trying to hang out with you meet you and suddenly bang! she's right in front of you!. You have no idea how scared I am! and our story goes on and on until now. I don't know what's happening to us, I really miss you,I miss everything about you, about us. Do you remember that "mia, mia, mia" thingy? it's really cute okay. My life is just perfect with you. Not anymore. I really hope that you'll give me a chance to prove that I'm worth your sacred love. Sigh. Never got the chance. We can go through this mad world together E. Nothings impossible with you. Everything seems so real when I'm with you. I just want you now and forever. I love you E I really do. Maybe I'm not man enough to tell you this. I'm sorry. Its just that I love you too much. I want you back. I miss you. I really miss you. I miss your annoying voice the best part is I really miss our conversation. You're the best thing in the world EZLZA. Grab my hand, and let's do this together. This time for real. FMN
I'm gonna find another you
It's really over, you made your stand You got me crying, as was your plan But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you You take your sweaters You take your time You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes I'm gonna sing my way away from blue I'm gonna find another you When I was your lover No one else would do If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you Yeah and she's nicer too So go on baby Make your little get away My pride will keep me company And you just gave yours all away Now I'm gonna dress myself for two Once for me and once for someone new I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do Oh I'm gonna find another you
Realiti
Mungkin jika anjing mempunyai akal dia mahu sendirinya memilih untuk kejalan kebaikan. Apatah lagi manusia punyai akal dan boleh menganggar apa yag bakal terjadi walau semua itu ketentuan tuhan.Pesan aku kepada semua punyai akal fikirkan tentang agama fikir tentang masa depan fikir tentang ketetapan. Benda yang ditegah dilarang semua ada sebabnya mahu atau tidak patuh saja jawapannya. Fikirkanlah sampai bila harus hidup? Kita pasti mati, mahukan kamu menyesal bila jasad dan roh sudah terasing? Aku hanya hamba yang keji, sesat dan bodoh. Aku mahu berubah, mengubah haluan kejalan yang seharusnya, kamu, kamu dan kamu fikirkan adalah kamu tahu bila matimu? Adakah kamu sedar tentang ayat kamu "aku masih muda" adakah kamu tahu kamu akan hidup untuk beberapa tahun lagi? Adakah kamu sudah bersedia? Aku malu malu punyai teman malu punyai kenalan seperti kamu. Tidakkah kamu sedar kataku ini untuk kebaikan kamu? Sedarkan kamu semua yang aku sayangi yang aku cintai jangan kamu selasa dengan apa yang ada pada kamu sekarang. Keselesaan sekarang adalah kerosakan masa kelak. Berjanji dengan aku kita sama berusaha harungi semua bersama dijalan yang betul yang benar. Kita sama sama perbaiki diri kita. Apa yang ditegah oleh tuhan itu ada sebabnya. Fikirlah. Fikirlah kerana inilah REALITI.
Bitter sweet
Hello. Hi.That someone is missing. Been a month since I last talked to her. I guess she's leaving. It's okay.Why does it have to be like this? Heh. Wherever you are, whoever you with just take a good care of yourself. I miss you so much, I miss us "rauchen" together at the back with a glass of tea. I miss your psychedelic laugh. Well goodbye then thanks for the memories. Oh yeah. I've met a girl which I knew for a very long time finally we talked, we shared stories and yeah I adore her since 2008 lol that's cute. Yeah couldn't love much because I know sooner or later she'll leave me just like others did. So what I do is I keep reminding myself there's a limit to your love. Forever is just a fairy tale. It hurts when you love someone and you'd already knew that she'll leave you one day and what I do? appreciate every single day that I have with her and waiting for the end of END of the day. Thanks E.
Leave Me Be
If you see me cry.
Don't try and dry my eye's.
If you see me down.
Just leave me there to rot.
And if you see my pain.
Don't try and pull me out.
If i run away.
Don't call my name out loud.
Just leave.
Me.
Be.
If you see my heart.
Leave it on the ground.
If I stumble in the dark.
Let me go until I'm found.
If I'm dying in my bed.
Oh, just let me be alone.
Oh, things that need to be said.
Can be told to my stone.
Leave.
Me.
Be.
I said Leave
Me.
Be.
When I'm lying in my grave.
And they're putting me away.
There'll be nothing left to say.
Nothing left to say.
So, Leave.
Me.
Be.
I said, Leave.
Me.
Be.
I said, Leave, Me.
Be.
Ola
Salam.
Been a long time since I last wrote here in my freakin' blog.
Nothing much I can say. Everything seems hard and sophisticated.
Love it or hate it that is life. I do regret but regretting something had passed isn't a right thing to do.
This lovely year brings lotsa tears, lotsa issues, lotsa conflicts inner and outer.
And yes this year brings triumph. I'd finished my degree and thanks to all family members, friends and foes, and also my supervisor Dato' Rosli. Trillion thanks!.
Another cliché of convocation right? Stupid robes.
The very best thing about this is I might attend my convocation alone. Sigh!
But who gives a damn.
Photography thingy seems good, Alhamdullillah we'd given lotsa wedding jobs.
But then I'm still looking for a permanent job here in my home town.
Yeah almost there, met a girl kinda similar-to-me so I guess she's the one.
Whatever shit it takes whether this relationship last forever or not, I won't break down like before I've grown up and I've learn a lot.
I'm at my wits end!!! Inhale exhale! :(
Dear mom I really miss YOU.
Till we meet again bloggers. Bye for now. Salam.